Archive for May 1st, 2006

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May

ghost of you

Lately, I tried tracing some of the women that have been important to me in the past. Thanks to Friendster, I found three of them.

First is a girl who was my first crush. Yes, she was the one who taught me that short-haired, porcelain-skinned chinitas are God’s greatest creation. Unfortunately, I didn’t had the courage to say anything to her. I know, it sound so cheesy, but I was just curious about her whereabouts and besides, she was one of my greatest frustrations. Currently, she’s based in Makati with her two cute daughters.

Second is a girl who I met in one of the Decembers of my life. She was like the perfect companion back then, for we shared almost everything we like and dislike in our lives. Unfortunately, I was so "torpe" back then that when I realized how important she was to me, all she said was: "You’re too late." Currently, she’s happily married and has a cute baby.

Last is a girl who I met in UP. She was special because she is one of the serendipities that I’ve encountered in my life. I met her in a jeepney on our way to Katipunan. And what made things surreal was that we were stucked in Katipunan due to a storm that day. Unfortunately, I was too distracted with my feelings for someone else that I wasn’t able to follow-up our nice start. Currently, she has a cute baby.

Three women. Four babies. One conclusion: I have no one to return to in my past.

Farewell and hello. :D